Milestones

I'm not one to embrace change. Accepting it is harder. It's difficult for me; I'm such a routine kind of person, obviously to the point of hating that a vase is moved from it's intended spot.
I know a lot of people don't like change or accept it either.
In my case, I know of not one person that feels like I do about this. Every relative or  friend in my life embraces change and loves it. I can't understand it. It just baffles me.

Currently I'm really trying to accept that my sister may marry this guy she's been "dating" a year. She said they will before she's 25. That's three years from now.  They've been talking about it and also looking at houses.
My cousin got married last summer and her sisters' accepted it quickly etc.
It's a little different in my situation. I was homeschooled with my siblings since 1996. We have literally been together 24/7 365. While my other relatives went to public school, they had their own life away from their siblings. While I basically was near them all the time. They feel like my kids more than my siblings actually.
Maybe I'm not all "there" mentally, maybe I still have a twelve-year-od mindset that just cannot stand detachment. I don't know!
All I know is that I'm really trying to used to this. Maybe I just need to start getting my own life.

I just know I need to work on my Maid of Honor speech in the upcoming 1-2 years.